Happy Birthday Mama

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

7 days to go...

... and I am finally out of here. I can't be here anymore. It's horrible.

Bad Day:(

A Side Note

I realize that I am doing a lot of whining and complaining about my lonely life in Tucson, but I just want to point out that I am not really lonely. My family and my boyfriend have been amazing the past couple weeks. I mean, Nathan stayed out here in Tucson for 10 days and just sat in my apartment alone and bored while I was in class just because he knew I wanted him to be here with me (he even stayed an extra couple days). And even though he is back in SD now he spends a lot of time talking to me on the phone and making sure I am still sane. I feel bad because I always call him in the worst mood, but he always always always puts up with my attitude and just talks to me and makes me feel better. Sometimes I hate that he can make me laugh no matter what... there are times when I call him I just want to rant to him or cry or just complain and have a pity party but he always has some silly song he makes up and sings to me or some silly joke and I can't stay mad. But thats probably a good thing. He is absolutely amazing. I love him I love him I love him. More than anything.

And my Mama has been very tolerant of me lately:) I call her allllllll the time too ha ha. Sometimes you just need your Mom, right??? Anyway, she always talks to me for however long I need to talk, and I love her for it. I really really really wish I lived by her sometimes. Just so we could have lunch or cuddle or something. I miss her. 

My Dad has been very tolerant too. I call him while he is at work so he is usually very busy but he talks to me anyways:) He loves me a lot!!!!!! 

So THANK YOU to my patient boyfriend and my beauuutiful parents! You guys are the best! 

I love you MAMA

I love you DAD

I love you NATHAN

Can't wait to see you guys!

XOXO

Back to Bored

I cannot handle being alone for this long. I'm losing my mind, for reals. I was cleaning my kitchen and then I just started talking out loud and kind of narrating what I was doing. What the heck!? I just needed to hear a voice I guess? Anyways, today was just like every other day... I went to class, consumed TWO starbucks, went to Highland Market to get milk, came home and did some homework, called Nathan and bugged him for a while, watched FRIENDS, cleaned my kitchen, washed the dishes, and made some dinner. I didn't work out today, but I might decide to go up to the gym a little later. We will see how I am feeling:) I have a KILLER headache that has NOT gone away since Monday so I might just go to bed. But I think it would be good for me to go workout, I'm just lazy though. OH! Another thing I did was organize my food and what not. I bagged everything in servings so I won't overeat and wrote down what I am going to be eating for the rest of the week. I am hoping organizing this way will help me lose weight:) We will see haha. 

Ugh, I just can't wait to be home for summer. I need a break from school, I am exhausted. All I want is to be home, having a bbq with my family and Nathan on a beautiful San Diego summer night, and be swimming and having fun and just being care free for a little bit. I need it. 

Soon though, soon:)

XOXO

Today is a better day!

So today I feel SO much better than I have been feeling. I had class until 1 and then I went to the gym and had a good workout. Soooo I am feeling good. Right now I am watching Ellen, but I should probably be doing homework because I have tons! OH! And good news... I got an A on my first spanish test! YAY! Anyways, I should go now! XOXO.

Has anyone seen my mind??

Because I think I have lost it. LOST it. I am one of those people who can't survive on their own. I can't just be by myself for long periods of time. I need people. I need to talk. I need to interact with someone or something. Even just having a dog or something alive around would be 500 times better than this. I am so lonely and I am bored out of my mind! OMG! Help me. My roommate is staying at her boyfriends all week and no one else is in Tucson. I can't wait to go home because this is absolutely miserable. I can't even talk to anyone on the phone because everyone else is so busy! GAH! I finished a complete season of FRIENDS today and now I am watching Twilight. I am the lamest person on earth. Surprisingly I can't wait for class tomorrow because I will actually be able to be around real live people. Wow. 

I WANT TO GO HOMEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Smelly cat, smelly cat

All I have done for the past 3 days is watch FRIENDS. Which honestly, is not that bad because it's the best show in the world, but still... it would be better with some company. 

Yesterday I laid out by the pool for a bit, and of course even though I put sunscreen on a got burnt. Today I organized my desk and closet and got stuff ready to pack, then I went to the grocery store and got some food for the week.

My family had my Gramma and Poppy over for a bbq today so they called me and had me on speaker while they all talked and that was kind of nice cause it was kind of like I was there. Then I did some homework and now I am watching FRIENDS again. Exciting, i know.....

But tomorrow I have class again and then I will probably go to the gym so that will take up at least 6 hours:) Yay! 

Para mi Papa

Hola! Estoy estudiando espanol para tres semanas durante el verano. A mi NO me gusta la clase de espanol! Pero, mi papa me quiere escribir en espanol. Ahora, estoy mirando Full House y haciendo mi tarea. Es todo para ahora. Adios!

1 day down, 13 to go!!!

I have survived a whole day ALONE in Tucson and good news.... ONLY 13 MORE DAYS TO GO!! Yesterday wasn't so bad, I went to the pool for a little bit, but after that it wasn't so good. I have to admit I called my Mom 3 times yesterday.... don't judge me!  And I went to bed at 6... and woke up at 7. That's 13 hours of sleep... but HEY I would rather be sleeping than sitting around doing nothing. I'm just surprised I actually slept 13 hours straight. I can't normally sleep for more than like 8 hours???? Weird. I have no clue what I am gonna do today. Right now I am drinking coffee and watching music videos on CMT. That's probably what I will do all day. Actually, I do have some homework to do so that will take up maybe 2 hours of the day. If anyone feels like traveling to Tucson and visiting me that would be fantastic. I might have a slight case of cabin fever by the end of the week... and there will be PLENTY of updates to read cause it gives me something to do. Okayyyy, I'd better be getting back to my exciting life. ;)

XOXO

Five Months Later...

So, I just wrote an entire update of the last 5 months and I LOST it so now you guys are going to get a very condensed version of that update because I do not feel like spending another hour writing everything out again.

Anyways... HI! Sorry I haven't written in months! Here is an update on my life!

My semester went pretty well, I ended with a 3.0 which I am happy about. The first half of the semester consisted of class, lacrosse, class, lacrosse, and more class. That's ALL I did. My team traveled to Los Angeles and Santa Barbara and had 5 home games. I missed out on a couple games in the beginning because I had Mono for 5 weeks, but after that I got to play so it was all good:) At the end of the season I was awards Offensive MVP so that is exciting and I am now co-president of the club with my friend/teammate Casey! My boyfriend Nathan came out to visit me during his spring break and that was amazing! We spent a week together in Tucson, then drove back to San Diego (there was a plane mix up... long story) for MY spring break, then Nathan flew back to New York. I spent the week with my family, then drove back to Tucson.

The second half of the semester was pretty much the same, except more stressful. I had a bajillion papers/oral presentations/tests. No fun! Other than that I was summer job searching like crazy. I officially declared Elementary Education as my major and so I need to fill 120 hours working with kids. I will be applying for the College of Education over the summer so I HAVE to fill them this summer. I found a job coaching the EC Outlaws lacrosse club's youth team over summer, so I am super excited for that, but I am still looking for another job, so hopefully I find one!!! Nathan came out to visit me again once his semester was over. He was here for 10 days and just left this morning, but that was probably the best 10 days of my life:))) I already miss him like crazy! BUT, he will be back in 2 weeks to drive back to SD with me for MY summer:) 

For now I am stuck in Tucson. I am taking a summer class: Second Semester Spanish. So, I am in class from 9 am to 1 pm everyday. It is long, but it is only for 3 weeks and I already have 1 week done so it's not that bad. And now that Nathan is gone I will probably just work out and start packing while I am not in class. Most of my friends went back home for summer so I am stuck alone in the desert and there is nothing to do! AHH! But only 2 more weeks and I am back home:) I can't wait!

So that is my update for now. I will add some picture for you guys from when I was in SD and when Nathan was here visiting. Enjoy! XOXO

At dinner in La Jolla while we were both in San Diego

At Bentley's Powder Puff game while I was in SD. They won!!!

Me and Nathan went a little crazy with Photobooth....??