Today is a better day!

So today I feel SO much better than I have been feeling. I had class until 1 and then I went to the gym and had a good workout. Soooo I am feeling good. Right now I am watching Ellen, but I should probably be doing homework because I have tons! OH! And good news... I got an A on my first spanish test! YAY! Anyways, I should go now! XOXO.

Has anyone seen my mind??

Because I think I have lost it. LOST it. I am one of those people who can't survive on their own. I can't just be by myself for long periods of time. I need people. I need to talk. I need to interact with someone or something. Even just having a dog or something alive around would be 500 times better than this. I am so lonely and I am bored out of my mind! OMG! Help me. My roommate is staying at her boyfriends all week and no one else is in Tucson. I can't wait to go home because this is absolutely miserable. I can't even talk to anyone on the phone because everyone else is so busy! GAH! I finished a complete season of FRIENDS today and now I am watching Twilight. I am the lamest person on earth. Surprisingly I can't wait for class tomorrow because I will actually be able to be around real live people. Wow. 

I WANT TO GO HOMEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Smelly cat, smelly cat

All I have done for the past 3 days is watch FRIENDS. Which honestly, is not that bad because it's the best show in the world, but still... it would be better with some company. 

Yesterday I laid out by the pool for a bit, and of course even though I put sunscreen on a got burnt. Today I organized my desk and closet and got stuff ready to pack, then I went to the grocery store and got some food for the week.

My family had my Gramma and Poppy over for a bbq today so they called me and had me on speaker while they all talked and that was kind of nice cause it was kind of like I was there. Then I did some homework and now I am watching FRIENDS again. Exciting, i know.....

But tomorrow I have class again and then I will probably go to the gym so that will take up at least 6 hours:) Yay! 

Para mi Papa

Hola! Estoy estudiando espanol para tres semanas durante el verano. A mi NO me gusta la clase de espanol! Pero, mi papa me quiere escribir en espanol. Ahora, estoy mirando Full House y haciendo mi tarea. Es todo para ahora. Adios!

1 day down, 13 to go!!!

I have survived a whole day ALONE in Tucson and good news.... ONLY 13 MORE DAYS TO GO!! Yesterday wasn't so bad, I went to the pool for a little bit, but after that it wasn't so good. I have to admit I called my Mom 3 times yesterday.... don't judge me!  And I went to bed at 6... and woke up at 7. That's 13 hours of sleep... but HEY I would rather be sleeping than sitting around doing nothing. I'm just surprised I actually slept 13 hours straight. I can't normally sleep for more than like 8 hours???? Weird. I have no clue what I am gonna do today. Right now I am drinking coffee and watching music videos on CMT. That's probably what I will do all day. Actually, I do have some homework to do so that will take up maybe 2 hours of the day. If anyone feels like traveling to Tucson and visiting me that would be fantastic. I might have a slight case of cabin fever by the end of the week... and there will be PLENTY of updates to read cause it gives me something to do. Okayyyy, I'd better be getting back to my exciting life. ;)

XOXO

Five Months Later...

So, I just wrote an entire update of the last 5 months and I LOST it so now you guys are going to get a very condensed version of that update because I do not feel like spending another hour writing everything out again.

Anyways... HI! Sorry I haven't written in months! Here is an update on my life!

My semester went pretty well, I ended with a 3.0 which I am happy about. The first half of the semester consisted of class, lacrosse, class, lacrosse, and more class. That's ALL I did. My team traveled to Los Angeles and Santa Barbara and had 5 home games. I missed out on a couple games in the beginning because I had Mono for 5 weeks, but after that I got to play so it was all good:) At the end of the season I was awards Offensive MVP so that is exciting and I am now co-president of the club with my friend/teammate Casey! My boyfriend Nathan came out to visit me during his spring break and that was amazing! We spent a week together in Tucson, then drove back to San Diego (there was a plane mix up... long story) for MY spring break, then Nathan flew back to New York. I spent the week with my family, then drove back to Tucson.

The second half of the semester was pretty much the same, except more stressful. I had a bajillion papers/oral presentations/tests. No fun! Other than that I was summer job searching like crazy. I officially declared Elementary Education as my major and so I need to fill 120 hours working with kids. I will be applying for the College of Education over the summer so I HAVE to fill them this summer. I found a job coaching the EC Outlaws lacrosse club's youth team over summer, so I am super excited for that, but I am still looking for another job, so hopefully I find one!!! Nathan came out to visit me again once his semester was over. He was here for 10 days and just left this morning, but that was probably the best 10 days of my life:))) I already miss him like crazy! BUT, he will be back in 2 weeks to drive back to SD with me for MY summer:) 

For now I am stuck in Tucson. I am taking a summer class: Second Semester Spanish. So, I am in class from 9 am to 1 pm everyday. It is long, but it is only for 3 weeks and I already have 1 week done so it's not that bad. And now that Nathan is gone I will probably just work out and start packing while I am not in class. Most of my friends went back home for summer so I am stuck alone in the desert and there is nothing to do! AHH! But only 2 more weeks and I am back home:) I can't wait!

So that is my update for now. I will add some picture for you guys from when I was in SD and when Nathan was here visiting. Enjoy! XOXO

At dinner in La Jolla while we were both in San Diego

At Bentley's Powder Puff game while I was in SD. They won!!!

Me and Nathan went a little crazy with Photobooth....??

Let me fill you in...

I have not written in a while so I guess I should fill everyone in on what has happened in my life recently. Well, I am back in Arizona. I got here last Sunday. I drove out here with my boyfriend... yes, boyfriend... don't get too excited. Haha.  He stayed for a couple days then flew back to San Diego, and now is leaving for school also ( in New York). Classes for me started on Wednesday, and I am taking 15 credits this semester. So far, all my classes seem like they are going to be very difficult. UGH! Lacrosse started Wednesday as well, and that was great:) I am happy ot be back practicing, except I almost collapsed because I am so out of shape and we ran SO much. And NOW... I have strep throat:( I got it yesterday, and I could just die. It is awful. So now I have to miss practice, and going to class is like the most painful thing ever cause my head feels like it is going to explode. But the doctor gave me antibiotics and vicoden, so hopefully I will be feeling better soon. Oh, and my friend Steve in S.D. has strep too, so FEEL BETTER STEVE! And also, my roommates have been doing an excellent job of taking the place of my Mama. They are great, and Kristin bought me cough drops, a card, a magazine, a sleeping mask, and a movie:) So sweet, I just love her;) Okay, I guess that's it. XOXO

Solo Adventures

So I am finally home for winter break!! I left Tucson this morning at 6:30 and got here about 12:30. That 6 hour drive was the most terrifying drive ever!!! It pored down rain the entire time, and at one point when I was about an hour from home, passing though the mountains, it SNOWED!!! I was seriously driving in a snow storm!! At first it was just kinda white like it had previously snowed, then after a little while it was full blown SNOWING! The roads were icy and everything around me was WHITE!! It was the coolest/scariest thing ever! I wish I could have gotten out of the car and touched it. But because of the snow it took me longer to get home. Oh, well. Now I am home and happy and ready for break!!! XOXO

Mama and Ashley

I am so dreadfully sorry that I have not been keeping you two updated! How rude of me!! Hahaha. So here you go, this is what I have been up to the last week...

My finals officially started on Friday, although I did have one on Wednesday. I think I did good on my Geology final, but not so good on the listening portion of my Music final. Today I have a Mythology final which should kick my ass pretty hard, and tomorrow I have a American History final which I should do good on. I also have to take the second part of my Music final on the internet, but apparently it is not working the way it is suppose to, so I am still not able to take that, and I don't know when I will. But it is going to be one of my hardest finals. I have an hour to answer 100 questions... JEEZ! I have two hours to do a lot less than that in all my other classes, so yeah, I don't know, should be interesting. I have recently become obsessed with the show called HOUSE. I watched the marathon yesterday while I studied. Ummmm... I really have not been doing anything but studying and just sitting around. I am in the process of ordering apparel for my lacrosse team, and that is the most stressful thing ever!!! I also have to go get my oil changed, tires filled up, clean my room, house, kitchen, laundry, everything, before I leave for home. I am leaving early Wednesday morning to go back to San Diego!!! Yay, I am sooo excited!! Then what, like a week till Christmas!?! WOOO! Okay, well I have to finish getting ready to go to my final. Love love love! XOXO

It's been a while!

Sorry I haven't posted for a while, it's been busy busy busy around here!!! So this is my last week of regular classes, then I have Dead Day Thursday and my finals start Friday, then I come home Wednesday!!! YAY! I have been pretty busy catching up with class work and projects and attempting to study for my finals. Plus, I am trying to order a bunch of stuff for my team so thats been stressful. We had a scrimmage on Friday against ASU, we lost but I had a lot of fun. It was the first time we played as a team, so it was like a trial run/ warm up for us. I feel like I played pretty good though!! I scored 2 goals:) One of them I ran the ball from the far restraining line to the goal, it felt SO good to run that fast again. I feel like I have gotten so much slower, so I intend to work my butt off to get back to being super fast again! I am feeling really behind on school stuff lately, and it is making me stress out really bad. Luckily I have some pretty nice professors that are being really understanding and lenient. I am so grateful for that. I have been having the hardest time sleeping though. It takes me about 2 hours to fall asleep, then I wake up every couple of hours and have to shift in my bed. I guess I just have a lot on my mind. Actually, I don't guess, I know. I have A LOT on my mind. I think about Niamh all the time. I couldn't even really tell you what it is I am thinking about her, it is just that she is always on my mind. It is weird because I like talk to her in my head. I figure she might be able to hear me. But then I think stuff that I don't want to tell her, then I am like OH CRAP, pretend you didn't hear that Niamh, and I always say sorry to her haha. I really wish I could talk to her for real. I miss her a lot. I don't know how to explain how I feel, but I guess you could compare it to like a druggy needing their fix... maybe not that crazy, but I have this overwhelming NEED for her. I have been so angry lately because of it. Its like I am not getting what I want, so I am taking out on everyone else, I feel so bad for my roommates, I wouldn't want to be around me. And it's not just that I am angry because I am not getting what I want, to talk to her, I am angry at myself, like there was some way I could have prevented this, even though I know that that doesn't matter, and I shouldn't be thinking that way. It is going to be weird not coming home to her this break. I actually don't even know what I am going to do. I have a lot of great friends, and I am sure I will see them all over break, but normally I would spend like every day with Niamh. So who am I going to hang out with? It makes me so sad. I just want her back. This isn't fair. Why did someone as good as Niamh have to die so young, when there are murderers and criminals out there that deserve to die but will probably live forever? Life just isn't fair, and I know that. But I can't help but think it.