Misery

This is so awful. I am in so so so much pain and I am choking on my own spit. My tongue is still swollen and I have the worst taste in my mouth. Pain meds help, but they make me nauseous since I can't eat anything. I thought it was a funny idea that I would lose weight from not being able to eat for a little while, but nooo. I really have lost weight. A noticeable amount. And if I keep feeling like this for another week or two then I am going to be legitimately skinny. Crazy. I have watched every movie in my house, I swear, and I am just so tired of laying in bed and doing nothing. My Mom is great though, she is always checking in on me and seeing if I need something, but I am being very bratty and I should be nicer to her, I'm just frustrated. I am literally starving and it is making me a grumpy person. I can barely talk still, Bentley says I sound like a deaf person hahaha. Yesterday I went to BJ's for a birthday celebration for my friend Niamh who passed away and I couldn't even have a real conversation with her parents cause my words don't make any sense! It is frustrating. But hopefully this next week I will get better. I take that back... it is gonna get worse cause my throat with start to scab, but then after that it should get better:) Alrighty, that's my update for you guys. I'm miserable and grumpy. Cross your fingers that I will start to improve! XOXO.